marmoron: marmoron (commiserating kinda)
keet "QUIT ACCUSING ME" yeehawson ([personal profile] marmoron) wrote 2023-09-28 04:11 am (UTC)

SCREAMING?!

[ the forcefulness of shiro's tone makes keith flinch, even as the words themselves ought to be reassuring. the way this messed up rison is run, it's clear that nobody gives a fuck about consent. even their first time when they were two strangers on opposite sides of a library bookshelf had arguably been a form of rape as well, even if they were likely both victims of circumstance. in that sense, their relationship has been steeped in choices that neither would have made if they were clear of mind. hell, perhaps they'd have never gtten together in the first place.

nothing trips keith over his own thoughts like that one does. for all that he hates the way reparacija operates, where would the best relationship of his life be without it? if they could be free tomorrow, but never see each other again, would he really be able to turn his back on this codemned hell hole? is itbad that doesn't have a fucking answer? and what does it say about him that when shiro forces him to hold eye contact that keith crumbles under the knowledge that he doesn't want shiro to leave him behind?

you were so good to me, so caring.... that's why i love you.

heart squeezing painfully tight, keith looks up at shiro with growing despondence.
]

But... but I'm not. I'm not good to you.

[ gingerly, keith wraps his fingers around shiro's wrist, holding on in silent desperation. ]

If I could, I'd keep you with me. Even if it means being stuck in this horrible place.

[ hell, even if it means falling from a platform to oblivion. ]

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