[ good question. is keith really okay with this? what is the actual source of the nervousness brewing in his stomach? obviously it's not the penetration aspect of it, considering the number of times he's been with shiro/anon in this way. ir's also not about a perceived lack of control. if at any point keith wants the plug removed, it's as simple as taking it out.
so that leaves him with what? trepidation around novelty? maybe. but the longer he dwells on that, the more ridiculous he feels. how is it that diving off a cliff on a hoverbike had been such a thrilling prospect, but wearing a butt plug for his doting, adoring boyfriend gives him butterflies?
still pink and feeling warm and light headed, keith laughs -- mostly at himself, then manages a more casual: ]
Yeah, I am. Just... don't tell anyone about it, 'kay?
[ meaning lance, pidge, whoever else might show up from their reality. not that keith thinks shiro would go blabbing about his sex life, but that's not the point. the point is that keith needs shiro to understand that every facet of vulnerability he's allowed himself to show around shiro is just for shiro's eyes only. ]
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so that leaves him with what? trepidation around novelty? maybe. but the longer he dwells on that, the more ridiculous he feels. how is it that diving off a cliff on a hoverbike had been such a thrilling prospect, but wearing a butt plug for his doting, adoring boyfriend gives him butterflies?
still pink and feeling warm and light headed, keith laughs -- mostly at himself, then manages a more casual: ]
Yeah, I am. Just... don't tell anyone about it, 'kay?
[ meaning lance, pidge, whoever else might show up from their reality. not that keith thinks shiro would go blabbing about his sex life, but that's not the point. the point is that keith needs shiro to understand that every facet of vulnerability he's allowed himself to show around shiro is just for shiro's eyes only. ]