[ it shouldn't be possible to feel so many things about one person. even though keith doesn't think he's said anything terribly revealing, shiro is right there, kissing and looking at him with such adoring eyes that his heart starts to melt and ache at the same time. two parallel emotions that are polar opposites and shouldn't be happening simultaneously. and yet, here keith is, a little vat the stunned into silent awe as shiro lifts his ass up to rest on his thighs.
it's just... whenever keith thinks of the version of shiro back in his reality or his point in the timeline -- whatever the case is, it's difficult to even imagine them being so close, let alone his best friend ever saying something as addictive as i'm always looking at you. shiro had never said it outright, but keith remembers the haunted looks shiro would cast in his direction when he thought keith wasn't paying attention.
the truth is, maybe keith is used to being captivating... but for all the wrong reasons.
whether that be drawing the attention of other kids in school for being a smaller, weirdo emo kid from a group home, teachers who breathed down his neck for every minor infraction, to drawing the ire or intrigue of his peers in space for either being too galra or not galra enough, his life has been a clusterfuck of expectations and assumptions that keith has long since stopped giving two shits about.
...well, except for one person that is.
for a while, keith had felt maybe the distance put between him and shiro was something he deserved for not having been there, for failing to recognize the imposter until it was too late. being with this shiro here and now makes him want all these things he likely doesn't deserve but is too selfish and starved to wean himself off of. can't. won't. ]
I... [ his breath hitches and peters into a soft moan, thoughts spiraling out of reach as shiro pumps and teases at his cock head. pre continues to bead at the tip, his cock aching as it reaches for shiro, but even that ceases to be embarrassing. he wants shiro, and for once he doesn't need to imagine or harbor any guilty feelings about that while there's an unknown cock giving him pleasure. eyes going half-lidded, he wraps his legs around shiro's back and carefully scooches higher up on his lap until his ass bumps shiro's cock. keith swallows hard, breathing a little harder as he mumbles: ]
That's all you. You're captivating. You're the most incredible person I've ever met and I ... sometimes I look at you and I feel like I'm dreaming.
shl it really does because here i am... in the morning. writing filth
vat the stunned into silent awe as shiro lifts his ass up to rest on his thighs.
it's just... whenever keith thinks of the version of shiro back in his reality or his point in the timeline -- whatever the case is, it's difficult to even imagine them being so close, let alone his best friend ever saying something as addictive as i'm always looking at you. shiro had never said it outright, but keith remembers the haunted looks shiro would cast in his direction when he thought keith wasn't paying attention.
the truth is, maybe keith is used to being captivating... but for all the wrong reasons.
whether that be drawing the attention of other kids in school for being a smaller, weirdo emo kid from a group home, teachers who breathed down his neck for every minor infraction, to drawing the ire or intrigue of his peers in space for either being too galra or not galra enough, his life has been a clusterfuck of expectations and assumptions that keith has long since stopped giving two shits about.
...well, except for one person that is.
for a while, keith had felt maybe the distance put between him and shiro was something he deserved for not having been there, for failing to recognize the imposter until it was too late. being with this shiro here and now makes him want all these things he likely doesn't deserve but is too selfish and starved to wean himself off of. can't. won't. ]
I... [ his breath hitches and peters into a soft moan, thoughts spiraling out of reach as shiro pumps and teases at his cock head. pre continues to bead at the tip, his cock aching as it reaches for shiro, but even that ceases to be embarrassing. he wants shiro, and for once he doesn't need to imagine or harbor any guilty feelings about that while there's an unknown cock giving him pleasure. eyes going half-lidded, he wraps his legs around shiro's back and carefully scooches higher up on his lap until his ass bumps shiro's cock. keith swallows hard, breathing a little harder as he mumbles: ]
That's all you. You're captivating. You're the most incredible person I've ever met and I ... sometimes I look at you and I feel like I'm dreaming.